If we can all be so blessed. I have to say that every time I find myself kicked in a corner in my mind, I get paralyzed, which is what has been happening lately. I look at a website, I have to read it ten or so times before I get it, or like earlier today, after my initial post, I felt very very down and I couldn’t read a word on any site or post anything. I had an argument with my husband, turned away from him and put my head on the pillow. Since then we have made up, but it wasn’t a good day. I do try to have a bright outlook on things all of the time, but just like you, duality brings me right back. Is my Kundalini completely open? Yes it is when I want it to be, but I prevent myself from getting to that point out of fear. So, I too, can get this way, I am not super-human, at least not yet. 🙂
My husband gets frustrated with me because I can talk to others in the fourth dimension, he wants me to contact his father and ask all sorts of things to his guides and I can’t, I did it for him once with his father, but I felt foolish as I have never done this or shared it with anyone else. It is a gift I have had since childhood and to be honest, I didn’t even want it! I didn’t want to hear ghosts, I didn’t want to be able to see them at times, it is not something I ever wanted. I want to be me and I don’t want this over my head. My husband asks me why I don’t do this for a living to help out the police or something so that you can help clean up the streets. I won’t, I block myself too! I don’t want the label in society, and if I am wrong and don’t use my intuition and second guess myself, then what? I fear too, but it is something I work on, something I pray for, and most of the time I am so close, I close it up all over again. That one moment is hard to go past when opening up your Kundalini. I have opened it, I have had visions of my own judgement, something that went on for two years or so, if not a bit longer. I then closed it again, so time and time again I go through this struggle in my own mind. What’s right, what’s wrong. I guess in all reality, what my heart feels, which is always pure to my soul, and if it truly feels right, then it is. If your truths are in your heart and are pure and it feels right to the core, then it is.
This is what brought me to this video, a search for my own self, so I can help you find yourselves. I hope that this helps, I don’t really want to post the tragedies that we see on a day to day basis. So here are the videos.
Also Dutchsinse is awesome and he does this on his own time, he watches weather patterns going on and actually was travelling around the US getting his own readings. Thank you to these people that take time out of their days to inform us. We appreciate their hard work.
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